Wednesday, December 4, 2013

ALL CRUSHES DO IS CRUSH YOU SOUL!

My crush is the most handsome boy I have ever seen!!!!!!!!!

Won't say his name hoho
He's tall
He plays the drums
He likes rock music, any kind
He has black hair, not emo or anything
He's smarter than me
He sticks up for his friends
He doesn't act like a jerk like a lot of guys in our school
He has the most gorgeous appearance
He is so kind, his warmth reaches to his crust.
He’s so cool because he likes to dress up. #SWAG
He has tanned skin.
He doesn't judge anyone.

I have a serious crush right now.
I like a guy who is very popular.
I've never felt this nervous or shy around any guy that I've ever met before. I don't know why. He knows that I like him. 

The only problem is that we haven't exactly talked to each other much and I would like to. I just don't know what to say.

When we are face to face, we don't talk to each other at all. 
We don't even look at each other.

When my crush is standing right there and I want to say hi but instead I'm like:



Every time that I try to talk to him, it's like my body shuts down or my brain stops working and in the end I've only said one sentence to him. 
Yeaaahhh, i was like


I can barely look at him cause I'm afraid that our eyes will meet and I won't be able to tear my self away. (this has happened many times) he smiles at me a lot so I suppose that's a very good sign. 


Our eyes met for what seemed like eternity, or perhaps just a second or two in reality, and I just had to look away. I don’t know why, but if I had stared any longer I would have thrown up.

I realized I was addicted to him. I just had to look back at him and stare at that handsome face. I couldn’t help thinking God must have been high when he created him. He was beyond an inspiration.

I kept glancing at him nervously, taking in as much of him as I could, but it was never enough. I was craving to see his face, like a man gasping for air at a high altitude. And every now and then, when our eyes met, I had a relapse of stomach jolts hahahahha but its trueeeee :(

I just need help in finding some way to talk to him, preferably alone, so that I can clear up anything he may be confused about and hopefully become boyfriend.

Nobody's perfect, but he's perfect to meeeee
No matter what, I still love him.
He’s just so awesome<33
AAAAHHHHHH PLIS LEMME LOVE YOUUUUUU